Tungsten died today. Like Bear-Bear, thirteen months ago, her slow decline accelerated tremendously in her last week. I took her to the animal hospital at eight o’clock this morning, and she left me about twenty minutes later.
I will write more about her life and death another day. This is just to announce the passing of my friend, my constant companion of seven and a half years; the orange one, the tiny terror, top-cat of my household, and feline queen of my heart.
I am so sorry. No words are not enough to help with your grief, but I hope your happy memories you made with Tungsten will help you through this time of great sadness.
ReplyDeleteOh John, I am so sorry to read this.You must be heart-broken. Lovely Tungsten. You have been through a lot losing two loved cat in a year. I'm sending you a hug. Deb
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. Oh, I'm so so sorry. I can't even see what I'm typing I'm crying so hard. I'm sorry.....
ReplyDelete[This is the poem that wrenches my heart the most. May you find peace after darkness. -Kim]
ReplyDeleteFor When They Leave Us…
And God asked the feline spirit
“Are you ready to come home?”
“Oh, yes, quite so”, replied the precious soul.
“And as a cat, you know I am most able to decide anything for myself.”
“Are you coming then?” asked God
“Soon”, replied the whiskered angel.
“But I must come slowly
My human friends are troubled
For you see, they need me, quite certainly.”
“But don’t they understand?” asked God -
“That you’ll never leave them?”
“That your souls are intertwined, for all eternity,
That nothing is created or destroyed,
It just is . . . forever and ever and ever?”
“Eventually they will understand” replied the cat
“For I will “Whisper” in her heart – that I am always with her.
I just am . . . forever and ever and ever!
- Unknown
We read about Tungsten on Fuzzy Tales and want to tell you how sorry we are for your loss of your beautiful cat. Soft purrs and headbutts.
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Oh John, I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say to help ease the terrible grief of Tungsten's passing. Please know that all of her friends are with you in spirit and send you our love at this saddest of times. I am lighting our special candle to light Tungsten's way to wherever our life forces go. It reads: Greive not, nor speak of me with tears, but laugh and talk of me as if I were beside you...I loved you so..'twas heaven here with you. I.P.Richardson.
ReplyDeleteYou and Tungsten are in my prayers.
Thank you for your sympathetic comments. Tungsten was unique, as they all are. I think Renn was looking for her the other evening. They were good friends. I'll never have another top-cat.
DeleteWe are so very sorry to hear about dear Tungsten. Love and hugs from all of us.
ReplyDeleteOh I am so so sorry about Tungsten. We sure send lots of hugs cause we know how sad you are. Just know that she was so loved while she was here. Thinking good thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThere are no words and I guess none needs to be said. Except I am deeply sadden with tears streaming down my face as I know all too well and too intimately the way Grief envelopes ones heart. I am so sorry that Tungsten left far far far too soon. I cling to the knowledge that .. time changes but love never ends. Keeping you in my deepest of prayers.
ReplyDeleteDear John...
ReplyDeleteWe are not regular visitors to your blog, but learned, via Facebook, of your sad news.
As fellow cat bloggers we wish to express our condolences and send lots of purrs and purrayers your way during this difficult time.
Daddy Kiril
Elvira Mistress of Felinity
Sneakers the Texian Tuxedo
The Opinionated Pussycat
http://www.opinionatedpussycat.com
I am deeply deeply sorry for her passing. I know how very difficult it is and what a heavy sorrow is on your heart. The other babies will need you as well as you them, to help their grieving hearts as they help yours. Rest peacefully sweet little girl. Wait for your family and one day you will all be together again.
ReplyDeleteOh John.....I am so sorry and heartbroken for you. It was always easy to tell how much you loved her....there is never enough time.
ReplyDeletethe mom
I has a sad. Rest in peace.
ReplyDeleteLuv,
Angel Keisha
and Murphy the Poodle
Tungsten; we did not have the honor of knowing you, but wanted to stop by and offer our sincerest sympathies to your family. Godspeed ♥♥♥♥
ReplyDeletefrom boomer, dai$y, tuna...and dude & sauce too~~~~~
I have come to pay my respects to Tungsten. *bows head* Please accept my comforting purrz to those she left behind.
ReplyDeleteWe are so very sorry to hear of the loss of your precious Tungsten.What a beauty. Thinking of you and sending Lots of Purrs, Prayers and Hugs. Maggie, Pooh and family
ReplyDeletepoor baby girl, purrs
ReplyDeleteSuch a beauty she was. We just learned about Tungsten and wanted to stop by to include our purrs and head butts and prayers and good thoughts to you and yours at this difficult time.
ReplyDeleteWe, too, have said good-bye to our furbies over the years so understand a bit of what you're experiencing.
It's so hard to let them go but know that you did the right thing.
The Boys and Karen at Kittens n Things
From what you said in a previous post, I was afraid this was coming. I'm so sorry. From reading your blog, I feel like I know all your cats personally.
ReplyDeleteI don't know what I can say, except try to take comfort that Tungsten is safe and at peace forever.
You are in my thoughts and in my heart.
ReplyDeleteFly free sweet Top-cat Tungsten.
~Chrystal
I am so sorry to hear about Tungsten. What a lucky cat to have been loved so deeply and missed so much.
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xxx
I am so very very sorry for the loss of Tungsten. There are really no words, but my thoughts are with you. Caro
ReplyDeleteSharing prayers on your loss of this beautiful little girl ~
ReplyDeleteThank you for your comment on Tungsten's passing and for the wonderful little graphic you made for her and me. That is her, in her pensive mood. Thank you.
DeleteI'm so very sorry for your loss. I know there's little one can say to alleviate your pain, but know that we are all thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI am so terribly sorry to hear this news! Please accept my heartfelt condolences.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind condolences. Such thoughts help at such a time.
DeleteCondolences from our entire family - Chris, Renee, Garret, Mickey, and Mondo (Ren's brother).
ReplyDeleteAwwww, NO! Oh, how we do understand how you feel. Mom especially understands about the kitty of your heart part...she said we may love lots of kitties in a lifetime, but there are only a very few that are our soul kitties like your Tungsten was. We are all so very sorry, but know that now Tungsten, like our Tiny (who left us last month at the age of 20 years), are no longer hurting and are surely playing and being silly RIGHT NOW on the other side of the Rainbow Bridge. Tungsten with Bear-Bear and Tiny with Lautrec. And one day, they will have us with them again and life will be truly perfect!! Until then, we wish you much love the the support of the rest of your gang who surely love you very much, too. Purrs and headsets, Elioth and Chouchou (and daDawgs Ellwood and Ginger)
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that Tungsten ran off to the Rainbow Bridge. I send hugs and the kitties send comforting purrs.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your thoughts. I hope you see this and know that your kindness is appreciated.
DeleteSo very sorry to hear of your loss; may memories, in time,comfort you.
ReplyDeleteHugs, Noreen
We are so sorry for the loss of sweet Tungsten. RIP sweet one.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for this terrible loss. Rest in peace, sweet Tungsten.
ReplyDeleteWe're so sorry for your loss. Many purrs for you and the family in this sad time.
ReplyDeleteWe are so sorry to hear about Tungsten.
ReplyDeleteWe know it is hard to lose a beloved kitty and we send you comforting purrs and hope they help.
Purrs Georgia and Julie,
Treasure and JJ
Goodbyes are so hard, and they always seem to come too soon. I'm sorry to hear about your Tungsten.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Tungsten.
ReplyDeletePurrs to you on your loss.
ReplyDeleteJohn, I'm so sorry to hear of Tungsten's passing. Your love for her is so apparent, and I hope you can find some comfort in knowing you did your best for her.
ReplyDeleteTake care.
We came over when Ann of Zoolatry let us know of your loss. We did not know Tungsten but we can tell she was treasured and loved well as so many are not. Please accept our heartfelt condolences. We know that just as she was the Queen of your heart, you, were the King of Tungsten's heart. Look to your heart when you miss her most, the love she had for you, will be there waiting .
ReplyDeletethe critters in the cottage and their Mama Sophie XO
We wanted to come by and say we're sorry for your loss. Sending lots of purrs. - Alana and Crepes.
ReplyDeleteI am so sad to read this news. You must be heart broken. It is good to know that she had seven years of love and, no doubt, dear Tungsten gave you as much love and joy as you gave her. Sweet, lovely Tungsten. From Eileen and Jessica
ReplyDeleteI'm very sorry to hear that Tungsten has passed. Her loving spirit will be with you always.
ReplyDeleteWith sympathy,
Maggie
I am so sorry to hear about Tungsten, that beautiful orange kitty that was lovingly part of your family, John. My kitties and I send purrs and comfort.
ReplyDeleteWe're so sorry about Tungsten's passing. They are never with us long enough. A warm hug, purrs and paw taps of comfort.
ReplyDeleteWe are visiting from Manx Mnews' blog. They let us know of Tungsten's passing, and though we did not know her, we can tell that she was very loved. We are so very sorry for your loss. We are sending lots of purrs and prayers to you and your family, and we hope that you are able to find comfort in the memories of Tungsten. XO, The KCC Gang
ReplyDeleteThere are no adequate words, only that we are sorry for your loss. Peace.
ReplyDeleteMcGuffy's Reader
We are so sorry. Purrs and gentle headbutts.....
ReplyDeleteHow can we saw we are sorry, how can we let you know we weep for you at the loss of Tungsten. Rest in peace lovely girl, what a beauty you are. Stay in your Mum's heart always as we grieve your passing.
ReplyDeletePlease accept our condolences, purrs and prayers as you grieve the loss of your Tungsten. XOCK, Lily Olivia, Mauricio, Misty May, Giulietta, Fiona, Astrid, Lisbeth and Calista Jo
ReplyDeleteWe are so sorry Princess Tungsten was needed at the Bridge. Sending hugs and our own Ginger Princesses send their very best comforting purrs...
ReplyDeletehugs and purrs to you all.
ReplyDeleteWe are so sorry that it was time for Tungsten to leave this world. Many hugs and purrs and purrayers are being sent to you at this difficult time.
ReplyDeleteLuf, All of us at Forty Paws and Maw
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Our hearts are breaking for you. Sending prayers and purrs of comfort
ReplyDeleteWe heard the news from Ann. We're sorry to hear of Tungsten's passing. We don't know you much, but we know how much the loss can take its toll. Sending our 36 paws of support to help you recover from Tungsten's crossing.
ReplyDeleteWe were so saddened to learn of Tongsten's sudden passing. We know your grief is raw & it is so hard to say goodbye to our constant companions, esp. a special cat like Princess Tongsten who was part of your family. We are sending healing thoughts so that your heart might begin to heal from this great loss.
ReplyDeleteShe was very special indeed. I will never get over her, but I'll grow accustomed to her absence.
DeleteWe are so sorry that Tungsten had to leave, she was a beautiful girl and we know how much you loved her. Sending you all love and rumbly purrs and hope that happy memories fill your heart soonest
ReplyDeleteMungo, Jet
& The Ape xx
Thank you for your thoughts. Tungsten will be missed forever but she leaves me with many smiles.
DeleteWe are so so sorry to read about beautiful angel Tungsten. We send you many soft purrs and hugs. Take care
ReplyDeletex
We are so very sorry to read about your sweet Tungsten. Blogville is surrounding you with hugs and love.
ReplyDeleteLily Belle & Muffin
We were so very sorry to hear about Tungsten. Paws of comfort and purrs of sympathy.
ReplyDeleteWe are so sorry that Tungsten had to go to the Bridge so suddenly. Please know that we send love, purrs and prayers as you mourn the moss of your special ladycat.
ReplyDeleteI have come to pay my respects to Tungsten. *bows head*
ReplyDeleteBig Hugs as you mourn the loss of your sweet Tungsten.
ReplyDeleteI"m so very sorry to hear this....
ReplyDeleteSending you our warmest thoughts and purrs.
Oh John I am crying as I write this. I am so sorry to read that your tiny terror has gone to the Bridge. Tungsten was a heart-cat for you I know. Sending you love purrs and prayers.
ReplyDeleteMarty's Mom and the Gang
We're sorry for your loss. We send you comforting purrs and gentle headbonks. Purrs
ReplyDeleteI's so sorry for your loss. My family lost their orange kitty last fall.... she woulds of been six years old.
ReplyDeleteIs very hard to loose us fur kids.
Puurrrs and hugs
Rose the Kitten
Sorry for your loss. Each cat we love lives on in our hearts - one day our heart will be a cat heart.
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