I
have previously said, or written, that cats are creatures of habit: they will
follow a routine religiously – until they don’t. The truth is that cats’
behaviour evolves, usually along with their personalities. Cammie is a good
example of this.
Her
world changed fundamentally after her stroke at the end of May. She recovered,
at least superficially, from all its effects save for her blindness. She cannot
see. At first, I thought this might lead to her remaining stationary as much as
possible. But I didn’t count on her spirit, a spirit which demanded that she
rule her principality as a princess should. I have described how she will ‘make
a progression’ (as it was called when the Tudor monarchs did it) through the
length and breadth of the realm simply to take a drink of water from her
favourite cup. Even so, she has changed, though how much this has resulted from
her sightlessness I can’t say.
She
has become a lap-cat. She can often be found in one of the two heated cat-beds
these days – it’s cold outside now, and my princess is, shall we say, mature –
but she waits at certain times of the day for me to sit on the couch. After
dinner, for instance, I relax for a bit with a cup of tea. When she hears me
sit, she gets up and makes her way over to me, climbing up her little staircase
and lying down on my lap (getting up and walking away only to return a couple
of times in the first one or two minutes…). Initially, she lie diagonally
across my lap, so I needed one hand to support her, and keep her from falling
off as she relaxed and the other hand to pet her. Now, she situates herself
more centrally, and I can actually hold a book to read while she lies on me. Sometimes,
she will stay with me for half an hour, purring the whole time.
Cammie’s
meal-times have changed, too. She doesn’t always want soft food; now and then,
she simply doesn’t feel like it. But when she does, she will sit up in her bed,
or at least raise her head, showing some interest. I tell her, “Cammie, up up,
up up.” Very often, she will walk to the sitting room’s couch, once more ascend
the stairs and wait for her food. That’s where she usually eats now. I don’t
know how this evolved, but I am pleased by it. It allows me to keep a ready eye
on her, to see if she wants more food, to see if she is eating at all and, most
importantly, to see when she is finished. When she finishes, she gets down and,
though, since she was struck blind, she rarely tries to eat anyone else’s food,
that is still a danger, so having her where I can observe her permits me better
to guard against her ingestion of food that will cause one of her episodes.
Finally,
there is the moment when, early in the morning, I must go to work. To relieve
her of the stress of negotiating an apartment full of cats when I am not
present, and to encourage her to eat the special hard food she is given, I
isolate the princess in the bedroom. She has there a litter-box, food and three
water-bowls (though I think she uses only her favourite.) Since I have started
installing a heated cat-bed each day before leaving, Cammie is much less
reluctant to go into the bedroom at the appointed time. In fact, now she
frequently does it unbidden. I will sometimes see her slowly walking toward the
bedroom of her own volition, or will find her already there, in the cat-bed or
waiting for it. There, she has all the comforts and is, for the day, an ‘only-cat’,
as is her fervent desire.
My
Cammie’s habits change, as do those of other cats; sometimes slowly, imperceptibly;
sometimes over night. I am thankful that her evolutions have been beneficial,
helpful not only to herself but to me. When I think back to her arrival in my
life, and how I was actually afraid of this hissing, yowling animal, I think
that her time with me has been filled with marvels. But then, that is to be
expected, for Cammie is a marvel herself.